Wednesday, September 30, 2020

Dog House: (English); Short Story; Author: Deepak Budki; Translator: Jawahar Lal Bhat.

Dog House: (English)

Short Story; Author: Deepak Budki

Translator: J L Bhat

Right from my childhood, I had a deep aversion to pet animals. The fact is that in my early school days, I had read a story of a pet dog and a wild wolf who were friends. The pet dog lived in his master's house where he was looked after very well while the wild wolf lived in an open forest. One day the dog told his friend about the comforts available to him in his master’s house. He told him that his master loved him much and took great care of him. He slept on a comfortable sofa in an air-conditioned room and was given special delicious foods to eat which included fresh bony mutton almost every day. In the event of falling ill, he was given specialized treatment in a dog hospital.

The wolf heard him patiently and said after heaving a deep sigh. “You are very lucky to live in such a house with a kind person as your master. My life is very hard. I face all vagaries of nature like rain and snow all year round. To fill my stomach I’ve to put my life at risk daily following my prey and am often compelled to pass many days without food.”

“Ah! Your life is really very hard and risky. I suggest you also learn to be more gentle and docile and also learn obedience to a master as I do.”

While the wolf was talking to his friend, suddenly he caught sight of the collar around the neck of his friend, the dog. He asked, “What is this that you are wearing around your neck, I never noticed it before?”

“Nothing extraordinary, it's just a collar. My master puts a chain in it whenever he takes me out for a walk in the morning or when he wants me to stay put at a place. It’s nothing, not of any importance; I’m free to do whatever I wish to ----.”

“Oh, no, my friend! It means you are a slave to the wishes of your master, not free. I spit on such a life that is bound by the slavery of someone else. Friend, I am happy at my place. To me, a few days of freedom are far better than a hundred years of slavery. I never like to enjoy the comforts of life as you do, I am fine as I am.”

The dog was dumbfounded by the oratory of his friend, the wolf. He had no words in reply to the bare truth of life. He ran instantly to the comforts of his master’s house absorbed in deep thought.

From that day on I resolved never to put an animal or a bird in captivity for my pleasure or any other purpose whatsoever. It always pained me to see caged animals or birds on sale by the roadside, in malls, or in the house of my friends. I always wished to see them all free and enjoy their freedom as we wish for ourselves.

But with advancing age, lots of compromises have to be made. My children were aware of my preference for the freedom of animals and would never think of pampering to their own taste by keeping a pet animal or a bird in their home. Unfortunately, this inflexibility came under pressure when I went out on an official tour for about a week.

Taking advantage of my absence, my son, an employed adult, went on a holiday in the hills with his girlfriend, now his wife. During the journey, he stopped his car near a wayside eatery to have some tea and get refreshed for further travel. Meanwhile, his friend caught sight of a litter of newborn puppies surrounding their mother. She got so madly attracted to them that she earnestly suggested to her friend to request the owner to part with one of the puppies and take it home for rearing it.

“Oh no, Dad is deadly against keeping pets at home, he would in no circumstances allow it!”

“You see how cute these small creatures are! They seem to be of a good breed. Please manage his displeasure anyway! You have got a big house, keep this little thing for my sake.”

My son had no option but to succumb to the wishes of his sweetheart and the puppy reached my home the same evening, though in my absence.

The next day morning my son called me on my cell to first ask my welfare and then to deliver the tidings of a new arrival at our home.

“What....!!” I cried at the top of my voice, “You know I dislike keeping animals in detention. It is sheer injustice to them. Do one thing at the earliest. Take it back wherefrom you have picked it up, that’s final.”

“Dad! That’s two hundred kilometres from here. How can I travel such a distance again? The pup is so cute; you’ll love to keep it once you see it.”

The wheel of time had turned full circle. I had reached the stage in life where one is obligated to make compromises one would never think of before; be it a cherished ideal or a belief close to one’s heart.  As such, I suppressed my anger and chose not to argue further with my son.

On reaching home, I showed no resentment and reluctantly took on with the new arrival in my house. The little dog was really cute and seemed to be of a good breed. It was given the name Tiger though it came to light later on that it was a Rottweiler, a breed that is very aggressive and because of its belligerent behaviour, it is banned for raring at home in many western countries.

Soon Tiger became an important member of our family and it also seemed to grow very fast. Within a year or so Tiger grew into quite a big animal with a very fearful countenance, though very docile to every family member especially me. In the case of an outsider, it was very aggressive and didn’t bear his or her presence in the house. A lot of care was taken not to expose him to strangers within or without the house, yet in a few year's time, it had injured not less than half a dozen of them for intrusion into the house or touching my son which he thought was an attempt to attack him.

In total contrast to my earlier negative tendency about pets, I very soon got much proximity to Tiger and soon it took a very important place of affection both in my home as well as my heart. I now fed him myself very affectionately and took him to a vet clinic whenever the need arose. It also responded with great love; often rolled around my legs and sat mostly around me and more often in my lap.

Now, once it came about that we had to attend the wedding ceremony of the son of my nearest relation at Jammu and we were all obliged to urgently attend all their ceremonies. It meant clearly that we had to keep our house locked for at least a week till we returned.

Everything was fine, but where to keep Tiger all these days was a question to which I found no answer. It could neither be kept in the house of a neighbour or a relative nor locked up in our own house. Finding no solution I asked my son about it. He had a hearty laugh and responded in a very light tone, “That’s no problem, Dad, the times have changed, we have a solution to every problem these days, especially in big cities,”

“I’m worried about Tiger, tell me, where to keep him safe all these days?!”

“Oh Dad, you get worried over trifles. There’s nothing serious about it. There are many Dog Houses in the city where people can keep their pets whenever they are out of their houses for a long time. They charge some money and keep the pets very nicely. They’ve veterinary doctors and other specialists with them so it is no problem. I’ll look for one near to our locality and talk to them.”

So on the day before we were scheduled to leave for Jammu, my son took Tiger to a nearby Dog care home called 'Dog House' and left him there. I, in my heart of hearts, felt much concern for Tiger thinking all the time about him. How the people there might be looking after him? Whether they would be taking care of him properly, feeding him well, and above all, he must be missing us all terribly. These were the questions that teased me all the way to our destination and during our stay there. So I anxiously waited for the day of our return so that Tiger gets back to his home safe and sound. Gradually I began to understand that the bonds of care can sometimes be stronger than the bonds of blood.

After about a week we were back home. Before doing anything else my son rushed to the Dog House to fetch Tiger and in less than an hour, Tiger was with us. On meeting us all his joy seemed to know no bounds and the same was with us too. I began to examine Tiger from all sides to see how much weak he has grown in our absence. It seemed to me he must have skipped many meals while missing us. Instantly I moved out to the butcher to get some bony meat for him. In a couple of days, our routine with Tiger was restored and everything was normal with us.

With this experience, Tiger had to be kept in the Dog House many a time whenever we moved out for a holiday in the hills or some wedding at some relative in Jammu, Pune, or Bengaluru.

In this way, life moved on. Eight years passed by. Tiger had grown old. It had lost its earlier glow and agility. Its responses and quickness to comprehend things had also reduced and it showed little interest in eating now.

Again, in order to attend a ceremony in Pune, we left Tiger in the Dog House as usual and left for Pune. While we were busy in the affairs there we got a call from the owner of the Dog House informing us that Tiger had suddenly taken ill seriously and had to be shifted to the Pet Hospital. All of us feeling very concerned for Tiger cut short our visit and returned immediately to find Tiger in a very serious condition. We were informed it had developed a tumour in its brain and had to be operated on soon for its removal. I was especially moved on seeing the condition of Tiger who had reduced to a skeleton and looked very keenly into my eyes seeking my help in his critical condition. Immediately Tiger was moved to the operation theatre for surgery. In an hour or so we were informed that Tiger couldn’t survive the surgery and breathed his last on the operation table itself.  

It was a real tragedy as we had lost a very important member of our family. The impact of this event remained for a long time with all of us especially me. I missed Tiger very much and occasionally felt his presence here and there in the house which welled tears in my eyes. Whenever I heard some dog bark at a distance I always felt that it was Tiger calling me.

Many a time my son suggested to me to get another pet dog in the house so that it would compensate for the absence of Tiger but I refused entirely because on the one hand, I was dejected over the death of Tiger and on the other, we were living now in a flat where we humans had to live in a cramped condition and keeping a pet was quite an impossibility.

The clock went on ticking and the time passed on unnoticeably!  I had retired from my service for more than fifteen years now and my health conditions had deteriorated considerably. Not only my movements had become difficult but my eyesight and hearing also got worse. I had become completely dependent and had to seek help in almost everything. Gradually I was becoming a burden on my children and as such, I wished to have an early end of my life. But the more I wished to die, the more Death seemed to ignore me.

One evening suddenly I overheard the conversation between my son and his wife in another room.

My daughter-in-law was saying,” The wedding of my sister’s daughter is going to be held in Bengaluru next month. We all will have to attend.”

“Okay, what’s the problem? Let us plan our travel as you suggest!” replied my son.

“I want us to extend our tour by some days more and visit some important places around Bengaluru like Mysore, Ooty, Kodaikanal, etc. I’ve already planned our trip for fifteen days as I want to have elaborate sightseeing with children who would surely enjoy greatly.”

“That’s fantastic, give me details of your plan and accordingly, I’ll book air travel and hotel bookings!”

“But there is a problem!” said my daughter-in-law rather hesitatingly.

“What problem, I don’t see any!”

“What to do about Papa, he is so weak and needs help in everything? We can’t take him along nor can we keep him here alone?”

My son stopped a while and said later on, “You are right but I’ve got a solution. He can be kept in an old age home during these days. There are some good old homes in the city where such old people are kept for some time or even permanently. They take very good care of such oldies. I’ll soon find out one where we can keep Papa for a fortnight or even more.

And before they left for Bengaluru I was put in one of the reputed old homes of the city, 'Special Care Old Age Home'. It was a painful and melancholic experience. Alone by myself! No one around. Every face around a stranger, every word uttered artificially and every action mechanical.

During the days of my stay at home, every moment I remembered Tiger. How he would have missed his home and members of the family and how he must have passed his days there away from all of us.

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